Saturday, November 7, 2009

♥

Yeah I got a cold
And you got one too
My silly heart says youre a fool

Go take care of him
Hes all that youve got
All that youve wanted
And all that youre not

Ill leave my head for thinking
This jobs for a heart thats beating

I dont care if Im down
I dont care how I feel
I love you so much
That Ill always be here

Dont worry about me
Ill take care of you
This is a way to say that I love you

You tell me Im sick
With a giggle and stare
I hope that you know
That I really care

You get out of bed
Youre so messy and sweet
A kiss on my cheek

Not only today
But forever more
Until I die
Or you just get bored

Ill give you my all
Everything Ive got
Because of this heart

Posted @ [6:55 PM]

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

In days i wonder...

well being deep into my own thoughts, i wonder what it would be like to be stuck in a loop. like a dragon eating its own tail, round and round it goes. and i was in an unbelievably dangerous situation! and if we were to put that in the terms of farts, it'd be the same as a silent but deadly one! and yes i would be stuck in a world with a weird buff dude who suddenly slaps me and then transforms into some gundam life size model, that blasts off while going "IT IS TIME!!!" but of course when i mean a world with the same situation over and over again in a time loop, it would all be in my head and i'll be in a coma! and i shall have wonderful head flowers, oh yes, they shall be delinquents heads on flower stems, singing merrily!

Posted @ [10:51 PM]

Make love not star wars.

i was talking to dennis once again, and yay star wars! he showed me this epic marshmellow video on youtube about kids being left in a room with 1 marshmellow and they get 1 more if they wait patiently in a room with nothing else inside it except a plate with one delicious marshmellow on it. ITS TORTURE.

Chelsea

so cute

they're going crazy waiting

7:34pm

Dennis

yeah

7:34pm

Chelsea

its

kids torture

its cruel!!

7:34pm

Dennis

the dude with the blonde hair gets it

and i just got an idea to keep my kids quiet if i ever need to do something important

make the rewards get better and better

7:35pm

Chelsea

lolol

marshmellow test them

7:36pm

Dennis

1, a marshmellow,2, 2 marshmellows, 3 chocolate sauce on the marshmellow, 4 cream on the marshmellows, 5, a scoop of ice cream, 6, 2 scoops of ice cream, 7, whipped cream, 8, another flavour of ice cream, 9, half a mars bar, 10, another half of the mars bar, 11, soda, 12, ice cream on soda

7:36pm

Chelsea

oh god

i feel like marshmellows, ice cream and chocolate now

7:37pm

Dennis

20 minutes for each stage, if my kids really that hungry for something sweet, that easily gives me 4 hours of peace, lol

7:37pm

Chelsea

20 minutes...

4 hours...

7:37pm

Dennis

fine 10

7:37pm

Chelsea

you'll kill them

7:37pm

Dennis

2 hours of peace

but hey, il prepare the entire set in special glasses and bowls with sprinkles and photoshop them to make it look epic

then il put the piccture in front of them as motivation

7:38pm

Chelsea

LOL

pure evil i'm telling you

cause you're just in a room

with a plate

and a marshmeloow

mellow*

and you wait...and wait...and wait...

7:39pm

Dennis

lols

you call it evil, i call it JEENIUS

7:39pm

Chelsea

and you have this lovely picture of yummy goodies there...

7:39pm

Dennis

lols

7:39pm

Chelsea

its torture!!!

i wouldn't last

7:39pm

Dennis

you call it torture, i call it motivation

7:39pm

Chelsea

we should try doing the marshmellow test

7:39pm

Dennis

yeah

we should try

money

$ 3

$ 10

$ 20

$ 25

$ 40

7:40pm

Chelsea

why would we try that

you can't eat that

7:40pm

Dennis

lols

yeah

but you can buy something professionally made with that

7:40pm

Chelsea

true that

7:40pm

Dennis

if my parents made me wait 5 hours for $5000 i would wait patiently

id just stone and nirvana myself for 5 hours

7:40pm

Chelsea

5k for 5 hours.

i'd so do it

7:41pm

Dennis

hmm

thats quite imba actually

would you do 5k for..

24 hours?

with bathroom breaks

7:41pm

Chelsea

yeah

i would

so would

7:41pm

Dennis

oh wait no, on a toilet, so you dont get the freedom of moving to the toilet

7:42pm

Chelsea

waiting, on a toilet bowl for 24 hours

our butts would go deformed once we get off it after 24 hours

7:42pm

Dennis

why?

the cavemen lived their entire lives naked

7:43pm

Chelsea

cause if we're sitting on a toilet bowl with no freedom to move around and get off

the toilet seat would imprint on our butts

7:43pm

Dennis

lols

well ok

you can stand once in a while

well yeahh.. that's how our conversation went. after that i found out dennis was a uber cool weed master :D he knows literally everything bout weeds. and when i mean weed i mean marijuana weed. HE CAN TELL YOU HOW TO GROW WEED! :D he knows how to smoke weed, grow weed, kill weed, get weed, love weed and everythinggg. its so cool. he's like a pokedex for weed. heh, dennis is super fun to talk to :D

later we had an information fight that lasted for one hour...we basically kept going on and on and on and on until i disconnected. >.>

yeah sadly after my msn shut down on me, the convo got closed and i don't save my messages. so it really sucks. can't really post about the information shyts ):

and this post is missing something...dennis said to add my bakers touch. :D but i'm trying to see how. hmm. i guess i really should start posting my cupcake recipes sooonnn. D:

Posted @ [7:27 PM]

since you have already decided your path, you will be okay.

What should we do? the anxiety and anxiousness had begun to expand within us, and all of a sudden i realized it. if they're not here, we are unable to decide anything.

Don't drag all those things along with you. even without knowing what you're doing, this is something you decided, no? or should i say that this determination of yours is still a doubtful stage? if you continue to hesitate…it'll soon be over. how pitiful.

Doubt…why is that? i joined this battle on my own will. i don't have any doubts about it, everyone decided to fight. with everyone? no…have we ever really fought "together" before? are we really together?

Yes…it's all a farce. revenge, schemes, and struggling. all of it is just one never-ending scene on this stage of dreams. the shadows will one day fill this world. i have no interest in the end of the world. i'm not interested in the end of the story. it seems it's time to let the final curtain fall.

I won't let you run anywhere. you annoying little brat, shame on you. this is my barrier now. its futile even if you scream. here, no one can help you, and i will kill you. your blood, flesh, and bones…give them all to me. so, shall we have a go at it? feels like you've lost an arm, doesn't it? my dear love, do let me satisfy you more. i'll eat you alive.

What kind of presence, does this feel? is this the opponent you face? i can't see them clearly. i can see those black things and that little lady over there, too. little lady i do not care who you are, but bringing those things between the battle of two…isn't that a bit unfair? please do fight fair and square. i didn't come to help her…even if she was to be killed, i won't interfere. but…to die in a fair fight…i shall prepare for her. to call me heartless, that's quite rude little lady. i'm still very able. leave those things to me my child. you..must keep going until you win.

We've relied on them too much…an as a result we are unable to decide anything on our own. and we can't even realize it. so what are we… fighting for together? how miserable… how pitiful… how shameful… i've decided on my own resolution… there's no meaning to it if i don't put them into actions. for everyone. come. i, yes i, will give it all i have got within me, to win.

It looks like she's found her answer. strike her down, unhesitatingly, with your beautiful swordsmanship.

Both of you should just die. what is this you say? what did i do? hah…didn't i say…i would eat you alive? what are these things? what am i? you want to get away..? i won't let you. i won't let you run…since you're inside me. no way? this is? let me go? what is this feeling? your strength is being sucked away. you monster..? didn't i tell you…this is an enemy that a human can't win. ah…what is this? its you who are the monsters.

Why…why did you stop at the last moment? i am your enemy, so treat me like one until the very end. you are really too naive, you'll regret it later.

If you died right at the critical moment, then there would be no reconciliation afterwards. why are you being so uncooperative? i'm viewing you as a worthy rival, do you not understand? doesn't matter, i enjoyed my fight with you. in my life, i haven't had many real battles. besides…next time, its your turn to struggle until you win. i'll accept that challenge. and i will not regret… i will not, because this is what i have decided.

Posted @ [3:21 AM]

Monday, October 5, 2009

Darth Insolus' Cantina & Darth Divium Kedorzhan

i've had such an epic day today...

was mostly talking to dennis, i might be his long lost sister twin sister! cept a year younger!

its cool, really. we're now star wars buddies.

i am Darth Insolus' Cantina and dennis is Darth Divium Kedorzhan.

cool huh?

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:15:39 PM)

excellent darth insolus

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:16:06 PM)

why thank you darth divium.

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:16:21 PM)

[lets talk like this for the rest of the convo till we get bored of it]

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:16:33 PM)

good call my apprentice

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:17:11 PM)

hmmm...but we must help serve our empire...for we are running out of cookies, darth divium. we are in deep peril

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:17:20 PM)

indeed

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:17:26 PM)

the jedi have gone too far this time

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:17:37 PM)

theyve set up blockades on our cookie trade routes

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:17:47 PM)

this is absurd

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:17:55 PM)

we must head out at once

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:17:58 PM)

the sith will not stand for this!

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:18:05 PM)

exactly!

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:18:21 PM)

we are the siths! the dark side is supposed!to have cookies. how dare they.

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:18:31 PM)

exactly!

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:18:42 PM)

R3 PREPARE MY SHUTTLE

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:18:44 PM)

my...we should devise a plan to kill them off

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:18:47 PM)

SET COURSE FOR CORUSCANT

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:19:00 PM)

GATHER NOW TROOPS

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:19:06 PM)

HEAD TO YOUR BATTLE STATION

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:19:12 PM)

emoticons are stupid

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:19:26 PM)

lol

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:19:33 PM)

insolent monkey

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:19:36 PM)

i find your lack of faith disturbing

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:19:45 PM)

darth divium the monkey killed our serious mood. what now?

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:19:58 PM)

we, shall kill, it

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:20:16 PM)

at once darth divium

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:20:21 PM)

TROOPS

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:20:27 PM)

ATTACK THAT MONKEY

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:20:31 PM)

excecute order 1337!

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:20:56 PM)

the monkey has been executed

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:21:03 PM)

well done darth divium

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:21:06 PM)

excelent

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:21:20 PM)

now

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:21:26 PM)

ONWARDS

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:21:28 PM)

TO OUR COOKIES

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:21:38 PM)

ONWARDS!

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:21:51 PM)

YES WE HAVE OUR COOKIES!

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:21:55 PM)

but look!

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:22:00 PM)

hm?

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:22:02 PM)

THOSE FOUL CREATURES HAVE EATEN SOME

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:22:11 PM)

THE MADNESS

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:22:19 PM)

i will not stand for this!

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:22:24 PM)

neither will i!

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:22:24 PM)

they part of the rebel alliance and traitors!

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:22:28 PM)

THIS IS SPARTAAA

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:22:39 PM)

wait that's not something in star wars

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:22:41 PM)

SPARTAAAAAAAA

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:22:46 PM)

lol

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:22:53 PM)

TO HELL WITH IT

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:22:56 PM)

SPPPAAAARRTAAA

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:23:03 PM)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:23:14 PM)

oh this would be so epic as a movie won't it darth divium?

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:23:25 PM)

absolutely!

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:23:29 PM)

speaking of sparta

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (11:23:35 PM)

give me a minute

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (11:23:38 PM)

yes sir

and that was pretty much some of our awesome epic conversation together. oh we also watched epic videos or starwars and sparta and GREENCREAM!

me and dennis are coolsomelectuals. its a word we made together for cool/awesome/intellectual people, like us. we plan to have a light saber war with each other too. but we're currently discussing on how massage chairs are evil and more star wars. :D

yay for star wars!

being so, yes message chairs are evil. it clamps and you and it stretches you painfully. OSIM is evil. yess...very evil. i'm watching shaun the sheep. what. can't i watch a sheep trade a frog for like 50 pizzas?

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:02:34 AM)

damn, its 1

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:02:39 AM)

i should really sleep :/

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:02:50 AM)

but that would be leaving our record at 5 hors

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:02:52 AM)

hours*

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:02:57 AM)

hmmm

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:02:59 AM)

good point

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:03:03 AM)

but you do need rest

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:03:04 AM)

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:03:11 AM)

yeah

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:03:15 AM)

well

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:03:19 AM)

5 hours

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:03:27 AM)

i look forward to beating that record again darth insolus

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:03:31 AM)

5 hours 3 minutes

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:03:33 AM)

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:03:40 AM)

aye to you Darth Divium

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:03:47 AM)

may the force be with you

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:03:56 AM)

may the force be with you too.

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:03:59 AM)

good night

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:04:01 AM)

dream of cookies

[Dennis] Is there a way to appear ofline to only one person? says: (1:04:11 AM)

dream of cakes

Lil-Fundoshi. says: (1:04:16 AM)

good night!

and soo that ends me and Darth Divium's conversation today.

Posted @ [9:26 AM]

Thoughts...

I'm probably like a lot of people, in that being nice to others all the time tires me out sometimes and i begin to think things like, "i want to be alooone." but conversely, when i've been alone for a while i find myself thinking, "i wanna talk to someone!" This got me thinking…humans value being alone, but at the same time i think humans become really hopeless creatures if they don't socialize with other people. We have to reach out and intermingle with others. Luckily for me, as impossible as it sounds, i found a way to do both at once! voice chatting on Nintendo DS Lite! i just have to make sure i don't end up doing it all the time...

Posted @ [3:15 AM]